Sometimes it really becomes too much, when nobody sees what you are trying to really do. Like when you try to be good to someone and they walk away from you because they have a perception of you that they aren't willing to let go, then you try to be there for a friend and are told to get lost. It can be get to that point where it becomes painfully obvious that nobody wants you, so what do you do at this point? do you go to a corner of your mind and pretend everything is alright? or do you wait patiently for someone to come along that won't give up even when you say you are fine and you just had a long day?
Personally, when people remind me how little i mean to them. I don't let it get me down, i just wait patiently for someone to care. I won't go running around looking for sympathy either, because deep down i know there's someone that understands me. Then before i know it, i get a message from a friend who's never failed me and i then realize that there's nothing i can't do, no feeling i can't overcome. Just comes to show, faith provides us with all we could ever need. We just have to be willing to be patient, no matter how hard it gets.
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