I am seriously not looking forward to Monday, i still can not believe i wasted the time last Friday going down to talk to Ronda at the store only to have her run away from me like i was some sort of psycho. I seriously feel like giving that backstabbing coworker a piece of my mind but my ever supportive shift supervisor asked that i don't, i'm inclined to take his side for the sake of my daughter however.
Even if she's not with me in person, i can't let her think that her father can't keep the word of his own lessons, i teach her to be patient and forgiving. How can i therefore not be the same myself? I'd be a hypocrite. Still, there's a part of me that's in conflict. How could i have been so blind, to trust and call someone a friend only to be screwed over like i was? it's amazing how quickly people will turn when they see something they want.
Anyways, i hope that i'll be able to maintain my composure when that rat walks in that door at work and smiles at me still pretending to be my friend.
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